WHEN WE ARE LED

 Hello everyone i hope i find you all well i have not been here much i know but that does not mean my spiritual journey has not been carrying on i have been getting more and more busy with my private readings and last night i had what i call a heavy duty night of readings the night before i had had a terrible night i had a lot of pain and hardly any sleep so on getting up yesterday morning i was not feeling my usual chirpy self  all day i thought about cancelling my night of readings for two reasons the first being i was really tired and in pain the second was it was a distance away and i would have to travel but each time i thought about it i just couldn't cancel so in the end off i set when i got there i was greeted into the house to do five readings i knew it would be a long night and in truth i was not looking forward to it but the people could not be nicer and made me feel very welcome so i set up and was ready to start the first lady came in to the room where i had set up to work as soon as she sat down my heart sank i could feel she was very guarded and what i thought was hard shelled to be able to communicate with spirit not only to they build on my energy but also the person they wish to communicate with if they have shut off or have a shield around them it is hard for spirit to do this so i must admit i sat there with a bit of a heavy hard and thought to myself this is going to be a hard night but the one thing i did know was that as soon as the lady walked in so did a spirit gentleman and he told me not to be to down hearted she was not as hard as she looked she was suffering and she was a good soul  so i started the reading confident he was going to help me i started to talk and this man was giving me quite good validation but it was not enough for this lady i could tell she wasn't convinced i was talking to him so i was asking my spirit gentleman if he would please give me some validation that would convince her he was there and sure enough he came through and gave probably one of the most best validations i have ever had as soon as i said what he had told me i saw the lady crumble and her eyes soften she knew i was talking to her man and he was there to help her i continued with the reading after i finished she left the room a whole  lighter than when she entered i then carried on with the rest of my readings and ended up having a very good night at the end of the night i was talking with the first ladies son over a cup of tea in the kitchen while i was waiting for my lift back home he said he could not thank me enough for what i had done for his mom and then he told me the story the lady had lost her husband her life partner six months before they had a very good marriage and were really close after his passing the lady couldn't cope and had sunk into a bad depression even thinking suicide the family had tried everything to help her even grief counselling but nothing had helped so that's when they had decided to call me in they had heard about me through a friend the son said to me today i was going to call your number and speak to you he said please don't take offence to this but i was going to say to you i don't care if you are real or fake but i will give you some information and tonight will you tell it to the first lady you see she needs help and we are desperate but then he said but every time i went to pick up the phone i couldn't do it i said to him i am so glad you never because firstly if you had asked me to do that i know i would have never agreed to it and secondly it most probably would have stopped me coming here tonight as i was talking to them his phone rang and after the call his wife said that was our son her grandson he was talking her home he said to his mom mom its fantastic i have my nan back we will never be able to thank you enough to say i was touched was an understatement but i cant take all the credit spirit had been there with me helping me to help him talk to his wife i know she had found peace and that is leaves me with a feeling i will never be able to explain but i know with all the events of the day and previous night i was meant to be there that night i needed to see that lady and to help and my angels guides and spirits had led me there so again i thank them for working with me for giving me the opportunity to help someone and letting me have this wonderful gift ..............godbless

EXPECTATIONS

ok every one i am going to give you some advice when or if you see a medium or have a reading done remember to stay open and remember nothing has to make any sense to the reader only to you hopefully you will know i have been a natural medium for over 30 years i always say to everyone i see have no expectations because its simple what i may give you you may not expect what do i mean by that well ok let me explain and give you some examples i have been doing readings a long time and this week was no exception i had 2 ladies come together yesterday but had there readings done separately so the first lady came in and i explained as i always do what i did as soon as this lady entered she had a spirit man come into the room with her i told her who had came i said he is a man in his fifties and his name is david can you take him i asked she looked at me blank and said no ok i thought this happens sometimes but the male spirit said he knew her so again i asked her and she again said no so i can hear and see spirit is getting frustrated as am i but as a women spirit had also entered the room i decided to move on to her the lady spirit could only manage rose and was pointing to a pink rose i have outside my window i relayed back to my client the lady is saying rose does this mean anything to you again she said no byi asked again to the spirit lady can you give me some more validation but again all she could manage was rose/ rosie i asked my client again does this mean anything again she said no i am now thinking to myself oh my god i know what spirit are saying i know they are for you but nothing is coming back and i am loosing the connection anyway to cut a long story short i carried on with the reading and the spirit lady gave me more validation which my client could take but the spirit man remained in the  room the whole time when i finished the lady went out and her friend came in the male spirit was still there so i asked this lady can you take a david in his fifties straight away she said yes so i thought ok he must have been for this lady we had a very good reading and lots of validation from david and other spirit who had also come to see this lady as her reading ended she went out to her friend and said to the first lady i had seen guess who came through david i cant believe it the first lady went wow so i said to the first lady did you know

david as well she went yes he was a friend i said why didn't you say that when i asked you when you were in with me her reply was i never thought of him i thought it would only be family that come through i then said have you thought any more about rose oh yes she said that's my moms name and as i was talking to her spirit nanna roses mom i said well why didn't you take it and she said well my mom was not here so i thought it couldn't be for me i despair sometimes spirit work in very different ways and who you might expect to come through may not always be the case it may be that you have a message from spirit who you knew years ago or who you may not have been that close to you you might get a spirit who wants you to pass a message on to someone else for them spirit don't come in and give you there full name address and phone number then tell you who they want they might only give me one word like rose its you the client who has to make sense of that word not me to spirit that is validation when you accept that they are there then there energy may get stronger and help them to give more so when having a reading remember stay open stay focused and always look for the unexpected not the expected just because you want that special person to come through it may not always be the case you might get someone else you least expected xx godbless

EARTH ANGELS XX

I truly believe in times of need we are sent earth angels to help us , i know i have been helped many many times by earth angels . These are the wonderful people but for no reason will help us in our times of need some come into our life and stay for many many years some come into our life so quick then go just as quick after they have helped us and others are there for a fleeting second while they helped us in that moment the last few months i have needed and been helped by my own earth angels and i have i hope met some new ones through my work . so today i would like to thank all the earth angels out there who work just as hard as our spiritual angels  to keep us safe and help us grow a lot of them don't know they are earth angels but go about there life helping others with no expectations so again i thank them and may god bless them

xxxxx

AM I TRAINED?

now there is  a question i have been asked more than once now let me see well as you can all guess i am no spring chicken and the answer is no i am not "trained" as a medium ,now i am old school and i have to stress these are my own op ions and mine alone but when i was a mere slip of a girl i never once thought to myself when i grow up i want to become a medium when i was at school i never thought i must go to college university etc to get my degree NVQ  to become a medium and i tell you why because i never had a choice it was with me from a very young age a part of me and if i had had a choice would i have followed this path well to be truthful i cant honestly say yes, As a child i was different it was difficult to have everything going on I'm my life and to understand it to have voices feelings seeing spirits it made me different from everyone else and as a child the last thing you want is to different i was introvert and withdrawn i didn't know how to handle everything that was going on .and what was happening and it took me a lot of years to except who and what i was so would i have chose it who knows . Now who every came up with training to be a medium i really don't know who decided that this is the qualification to say you are a medium i really do not know is there one? what i do know is all the spirit i communicate with have never once said to me what is you qualifications to do this my guide has never asked to see my paper work what i do is natural to me its what i know its what i have done for many years , i don't teach what i do but i do advise when people come to me and ask me questions  as you all should know i do believe that we all can communicate with spirit if we are open enough and i believe that we can all learn how to be at one with our spiritual self  so the debate goes on in my head who became so qualified that they can now train people to become mediums and regulate and charge for it to me it boggles my mind but that's me  so when asked the question am i trained to be a medium my answer is no i am not i just am the same as i never trained to be a mother a wife a daughter a human being its just part of me part of who i am thank god ............god bless

WHO OR WHAT IS OUR GUIDES ?

A lot of people ask who or what is our guide or another term guardian angel well the way i say it that we have many people in the spirit world who look after us watch over us help and guide us but we have one special guide or angel who is with us from birth who was planned to be there before we were born they are our gatekeeper the one guide who protects us looks after us and makes sure that our souls are kept safe our gatekeeper can be any higher being of the spirit world we can all tune in with this special guide and believe it or not we have probably met our spirit guide before we entered the earth plane . so why not try to sense your guide when you have some time sit in  a quiet place and close your eyes do some relaxation protection and grounding first look on the net there is loads of videos with these meditations to choose from i always recommend putting yourself in a protective bubble as well and line the outside of your bubble with a reflective material i.e silver or mirror then just sit quiet and see what you sense you will feel the energy with you you will pick up feelings senses and even may be a voice you will also feel a sense of peace when you are at one with your gatekeeper main guide give it try and see what you get we also have many other guides who are with us through our life some stay and help us with things others pop in and out when we need there specialist traits but remember no matter what happens on this mortal realm and no matter how alone you are feeling you are never alone there are always others trying to guide help and support you from another world ,,,,,,,,god bless

Hello  everyone

e i hope i find everyone well i am sorry i have not been here for a few weeks but i have not been at my best and as not to bore you all with the details i have been unwell and needed to take a break needless to say i have had to take a break from my readings to so will be starting back this week and playing catch up . my spirits never leave me and although i am taking a break if a message needs to get through they will make sure it does so i have had to deliver a couple of messages when i have least expected it . I  am always amazed how my state of health affects my work with spirit i think its because we both have to use so much energy to communicate that as soon as you are below par it becomes so much harder but i do admit that even when i am not well spirit do make me chuckle with how they try to get my attention  i have had doors opening and shutting walls banging spirit peeping from behind doors the television being switched on and off and the old favourite in my house the bathroom light going on and off so hopefully me being back at work this week this will all settle . I have felt so upset with what has been going on in our world over the past few weeks and i think being empathic it effects me so thoughts and prayers go out to Boston Texas and china to name just a few wouldn't it be so lovely if we could live in a peaceful world . Well i hope i will be lifted in the next few weeks and my mood brightens and spirit bring me some lovely and joyful messages for there loved ones for all those who are involved in the spiritual world we all knew this year was going to be a hard one and full of spiritual changes and personal changes so i think we have to grit our teeth and get on with it and i know my angels and guides have been around a lot these past few weeks and i thank them for all the signs and talking about signs i hope everyone is still looking and listening to theres remember our signs are important they guide and help us so learning to recognise them is important our guides spirits and angels will always try to guide and warn and help us with everything in our life's  i will let you all know what my weeks bring ..................

godbless

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spiritual journey with jan mackenzie: A LITTLE SIGN

spiritual journey with jan mackenzie: A LITTLE SIGN: Hi everyone im sorry i have not posted on here for a while but like everyone else at one point or another i am going through a little bit ...

A LITTLE SIGN

Hi everyone im sorry i have not posted on here for a while but like everyone else at one point or another i am going through a little bit of a bad time at the moment i wont go into details but i am finding myself unsure and scared and anxious now i know everyone goes through the ups and the downs of life and i also know that no matter how many times we have the downs they never get any easier . I do call on my guides and my angels and loved ones to help me through it and i know they are standing by me and holding me up and trying to push me up top again but i also know as much as they will support me they will try not to interfere if it can be helped strange i hear you all say i thought we were supposed to call upon our loved ones and angels and even our gods in our time off need , well of course we do but i truly believe( and may i stress again this is only my own beliefs ) that we have to have the hard times and the low times for three reasons 1. TO LEARN   2. TO GROW 3.TO APPRECIATE THE GOOD TIMES WHEN WE HAVE THEM  if  we were helped and things were stopped eve

rytime we asked for help we would never grow and we would never learn and i feel our own experiences are our own life lessons and therefore we can go on and help and guide others who need it from our own experiences .Our loved ones and our guides and angels will help us In so many different ways that we might not realise that they are helping at the time they will send earth angels to guide and help  us when we most need them they will change our direction when we don't realise they will give us the support so we can get up and fight another day they are around us in the background just look for the signs as i did myself this week i know its my time to have a not so easy time at the moment so i am calling for support and i am trying to catch up on all sorts of things after a few weeks of illness i am trying to play catch up on my private readings i am trying to find the energy too do every day chores and i am trying to still be a mom wife and nanna when all i  want to do to be truthful is crawl under the duvet and stay in bed but twice this week i have been in the garden and a white feather ahas landed at my feet i have come across people who have needed my help my loved ones have visited me in my dreams and offered there support i know they are all there helping to lift me and keep me going and for all those of you who are fighting your own tough times at the moment remember this you are being heard even if you think there is no one listening  they are around you and helping you carry on even though you cant see them and if in doubt remember look for the signs they will be there ................................    godbless