Monday, 30 June 2014


I have often been asked what are guides and how do we know who they are, I find this question hard to answer as I can only go on what I believe so I will explain my beliefs .I believe we all have guides who have been there for us all through our life hear on earth and will also be there to guide us I our spiritual life so how do we find out who our guides are ? my answer often is why do we feel the need to know, this has a lot to do with our earth traits and less to do with our spiritual ones . I believe that we have numerous guides helping us along our path and on our journey for example me myself to my knowledge have three guides one a relative one what I refer to as a higher being and believe it or not one a animal a big cat to be more precise they all serve a role in helping me along my path and journey,so how do I know this I can hear you asking my only answer is years of meditation working with spirit and a whole lot of trust ,there have been times in my journey that I have needed the help of my guides at the start of my journey I didn't know who or what they were only that I knew they were there as time rolled by I got to learn more and more and as my journey grew longer I began to trust what I heard felt and experienced . My relative is what I call and you have probably heard the term my gatekeeper they help to vet protect and guard me against shall we say unwanted callers my big cat and I am sure that he is just a symbol of what I perceive to be a protector he will growl when a unwanted presence is around and will purr when things are right and my higher being for want of a better word well they have sort of always been there and showed them selves in may forms yet myself I am still unsure of who or what they are but my trust in them is immense as I have had may occasions were they have helped and guided me down the right path To the individual our guides and protectors can be with us I many different ways from being that little voice inside us to the term which is often heard "someone must have been watching over me" so the only answer I have to the question is trust your instincts listen for the signs and be open to what you hear the one thing I do know is we all have them god bless them \..............\...

Monday, 3 March 2014


Hello everyone i am going to speak today about what it is that makes us unique , do we understand what we are .It is a well known fact that each individual human being is different why is this ? fundamentally we are all the same as human beings we all more or less follow the same makeup with the exception of a few, we have the same limbs a heart. 2 kidneys lungs liver etc it is true that in some circumstances we can survive loosing some of our essential organs. but what is the one thing we all have that we cant live without without it we would fail to survive , men women children no matter what colour or race we all have this and not one of us could survive without it what is this ? THE BRAIN. scientists  have reported that the human brain is all the same that after many tests the human brain has the same make-up in every one so the scientists were asked what makes all different what makes us unique ,there answer was D.N. A  after many years of study they found that our D.N.A is what sets each ad everyone of us apart.Well they have poured the money into this they have spent years researching there facts therefore they must be right and maybe they are but i always ask the question how did they come to this how did they get to the part where it is our unique D.N.A that makes each and everyone one of us unique , did they or have they tested every human being on the planet every man ,woman and child did we all queue up in the big line and get it tested if so my invite got lost in the post , no they did it by research based on percentages and input in other words in my opinion these findings were man made .  The trouble is as human beings we are now conditioned to the fact that if we cant explain it if we cant make logic of it then it simply cannot be either right or true .In theory we should all be the same our make up is the same yet we are all unique therefore there has to be a logical explanation for this hence D.N.A the man made explanation  . So some do not believe in this explanation i am one of these people so what do i think makes us unique well i look at what i know if we all have the same organ(the brain) and without this organ one of us can survive a human life the shouldn't we all really be and act the same ,well no because what i believe makes each and everyone of us special, is our essence our soul is that so unbelievable just because we cant ever trap our essence our soul because scientists cant do there research or run there test does that mean it doesn't exist to me its the most logical answer going because it is what makes each and everyone of us unique and i do believe we can have some effect on the course of our souls and our essence that we can sometimes learn to be at one with it and to me its the only thing that makes each human being different from one and other its what makes all unique ,food for thought don't you think ........god bless

Saturday, 1 March 2014

Been taking a break

Hello Everyone

sorry it has been so long but I have had a lot of ill health over the last three months which has forced me to shut down and take a break from my spirituality and that includes my private readings so I have not had a lot to report well apart from me moaning and I am sure you would not want to read about that . There are times in our lives where you have to just take time for you and get back your energy and hopefully I have had enough time to do that I start back to my reading next week and I am fully booked for the foreseeable future so I am sure I will have lots to write about soon I am also writing my first spiritual novel and that can be quite stressful . I want to in the next for months to continue to tell you about my own spiritual journey and hopefully enough of you will be interested enough to read lol . Well I hope you all had a good Christmas and a peaceful start to the new year ,Its good to be back ........god bless

Thursday, 31 October 2013


Someone close to me was telling me today that since he has left the house which was his home for over 25 years things have been on the up , he is the biggest sceptic i know but never dismisses my beliefs i have been to this house many times and always sensed the bad energy in it now when i say the bad energy i don't mean spirit even though he did have spirit in there they were not bad i mean the house it was drenched in bad negative energy so when he told me things were on the up since moving i was not surprised , he said to me you always said the house had bad energy yet i had brought my children up there and considered it to be a happy home it was i said but the house itself was a sucker house  how so he asked , well before you moved into that home it was a GP surgery and had been for many many years then converted back to a home when you moved in therefore it built up a lot of negative energy every person who went to that doctors more than likely went in there with negative thoughts apart from the odd few everybody who sat there and waited seen the Doctor was probably not in the best of places think of a doctor and how much he saw felt and absorbed through all them years the building did the same it sucked in all the negativity the essence was there plus all the residual energy now if you think about that and know about that you can do things to change it but if you don't then eventually all that negativity will start to affect you and your domain and negativity thrives on negativity its like when we go out with a bunch of people we may be all positive and happy and fun but if the group of people we are with are down in the dumps everything they say has a negative aspect to it if we stay there long enough we soon become the same they have sucked away all our positive energy and we leave feeling miserable and down then something happens to make us feel worse and so on and so on like a snowball effect the same with buildings if we don't acknowledge the negativity that has been left there in the end it will suck all the positive energy from us and that's when things go wrong the sucker syndrome . So i am glad he has left and i am glad he mentioned it to me and i am glad i could say what i could say and he listened so maybe deep down he may not be such the sceptic he claims he is ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,godbless

Wednesday, 30 October 2013


Hello  everyone sorry i have not  posted on here for a while but as sometimes happens life has overtook me and kept me busy plus i took a little break in the sunshine to rest and reboot . I have not been working much the last month or so i find sometimes i have to give my spiritual life a little break so i can return to my normal life of mom grand mom and wife and sometimes they have to come first ,but this week i have to return to doing my readings as i have clients who bless them have been waiting and i don't like to let them down for long , even though i have not been active in my spiritual work that does not mean that i don't have visits from the spirit world and this week was no exception like i said i have been busy with one thing and another plus had a flu so not really been up to working but during the last few weeks i had a gentleman come to me at the most unexpected moment he told me one of my friends was struggling and i needed to see her i thought about this for a few minutes and decided that if this gentleman had made the effort to come to see me it must be important so i came back to my computer and decided to message her as i was looking for her contact details she messaged me and said would it be ok if she came to see me the next day i knew then my in stints were right and whether she knew it or not spirit world had gave her a little push into contacting me they never cease to surprise me that when they need to say something they will make sure it happens , anyway the next day as planned my friend came down to see me as she walked in the gentleman came in with her but made it known to me that i was not to mention he was there but to let her confide in me and bring it up i asked her if she was ok and told her the message i had the night before and asked her if she was indeed struggling but did not mention that she had the man with her she said she wasn't struggling and couldn't think of anything that was wrong the man stood there shaking his head and i had the feeling that like me he didn't believe her i know my friend she is a good soul with a  huge heart but she carries a hard shell and wont let you in she always wants you to believe that she is fine and strong all of the time , we had our tea and chats we laughed and did all the usual things we do when we have a catch up after a few hours she got up to leave as she was heading for the door the man said to me don't let her go so again i asked her are you sure you are not struggling with anything she stopped and asked me who i had with me i looked at the gentleman and he nodded so i told her i had a man with me after chatting with her for a bit and getting validation to who this man was it became clear why spirit had wanted me to see her she had lost someone very close to her and being the person she is she was using her own coping mechanism to cope with this loss she is a strong lady who feels she has to be strong for everyone else she has a hard shell with a very soft centre and needs to portray to everyone that she is ok rather than worry anyone to cope with her loss the only way she could deal with it was simply trying to not think about him to try and shut him away my own theory to this was that if she didn't think about him she could still somehow try and believe he had not gone but the power of spirit is strong and the gentleman could feel her suffering thus bringing him closer to her he knew she was shutting him out he also knew the reason why so even though he wanted to help her he didn't want to get so close that she could feel him or give her any signs he knew she had to come to terms with him going to let him go spirit world is a special place and he was happy that he was there and he wanted her to know that he was happy hence me being brought in, she told me she was unable to feel him or sense him i try to explain the reasons for this and told her what he was saying i am in no doubt that when she finally excepts his passing and can think of him freely and remember him with smiles and not tears he in turn will let her know he is around just because we cant see them doesn't mean they are not there and he will do what he had tried to do for her here on earth and that is protect her and when he knows she has finally let him go that is when he will feel safe to return and i know one day soon i hope she will tell me this ................ godbless
Evening everyone you should try and have a read of sally morgans article in The Sun newspaper  today i agree with all that she says about every subject but two in particular that we all have physic ability and mediums ethics sally has been through the mill herself and has suffered setbacks and judgements against her abilty and i admit i myself doubted her at one time untill i looked at the bigger picture i have been lucky enough to have been picked out for a message at one of sallys events all i can say is the truth the reading and message she gave to me was 100 per cent spot on and seeing her afterwards all i can say was that to me she appears to be a genuine lovely person and it is good to see her making her way back from a huge knock xx

Saturday, 24 August 2013


Well getting drunk and having a good time is exactly what i did when i was seventeen me and my step-fathers relationship hit what i would call a massive no go area and i was promptly thrown out the family home no one stuck up for me and i was on my own i had a job i had friends and i had a close male friend but no one to look after me and watch out for me most if not all my friends lived at home and seemed to have normal teenage relationships with there parents staying with them was not a option i remember sitting in the local pub that night not knowing where i was going to sleep a friend offered to sneak me in her house after her parents went to sleep but this was not ideal it dawned on me i was homeless i was scared and frightened that i would end up sleeping underneath the motorway bridge something i was not looking forward to , but again i was saved a group of male friends were sharing a one bedroom flat they were all young only a couple of years older than me and this seemed to them like they had found there Independence in reality it was one bedroom flat given to the eldest of the the male friends (there were three of them ) by the local council it had three mattresses in the bed room on the floor there was running water hot and cold but no cooking facility's and a old settee and  two chairs in the living room after finding out from my friend that i had been thrown out of the family home i was offered the settee they were good lads and they had all known me a long time they would not have seen me on the street. So there i was in a one bedroom flat with three males they were all as good as gold and behaved like perfect gentleman but they were all young and like to live life so it was the normal every night after the pubs shut that the flat filled up with people looking to party a lot of them unsavoury to say the least and looking back not the safest place for a young seventeen girl to be but again the three male friends acted like earth angels and went out of there way to protect me one of them even giving up his mattress on the floor so i could get some sleep then sitting in the hall way with his back to the bedroom door making sure that no one came in it was this lad who the day after i moved into the flat volunteered to collect my belongings for me from my home when he returned to the flat he had two black bags containing my stuff he also had tears in his eyes he told me that hr truly believed that when he knocked my front door for my stuff my parents would beside themselves with worry and he would be able to tell them i was safe and bring me straight home what he got was that when he knocked my front door my parents had already packed my stuff into the black bags and handed them over without any questions to how or where i was he told me that this had broke his heart and he didn't know how to tell me i told him not to worry i was used to feeling alone and i knew i would get used to being alone but was i alone know not never i always had my higher beings and my angels and guides looking after me . After about a week of living in the flat i knew this was no place for a women there was a Lot of drinking going on and some drugs i knew it was time i left but where would i go ................god bless

Thursday, 15 August 2013


Hi everyone i can see from my blog that an awful lot of you pop in and have a peek and i want to thank you all for taking the time to have a little look but i would love some more feedback so please leave me a little comment so i don't feel i am talking away to myself i will be really thankful and thank you for stopping by xxxx...........godbless

Sunday, 11 August 2013


Just a small break from the memories of my life to talk about what is my take on being spiritual. I am a medium and i do do readings but there is so much more to being spiritual than that, that  is just a very small part of my spirituality yes i do like to do readings i like to communicate with spirit and to pass on loved ones messages and to communicate with spirit and hopefully bring a little comfort but my own spirituality goes a lot deeper to me than that .It all depends what you believe in i suppose and you have to let your beliefs become part of you and stand by them i have always been called names since i was a child i have been called strange nutcase etc etc so i am the first to admit that when first meeting me i don't go hi my names chance and i talk to spirit or hi my names jan and i believe in all things spiritual not because i am ashamed but like everyone on this mortal earth sometimes i just like a quiet life and also i don't want my family to take stick because of me i am a protector so of course i try to protect.Being spiritual to me is so much more not only do i communicate with spirit i also have my guides and higher spiritual beings that i communicate with i understand this might strange to some people but i have lived with them for so long that to me it is perfectly normal the one thing i have learnt over my lifetimes is that our guides our higher beings and angels are not there to solve all our life problems they can help guide us comfort us and protect us but not solve all our problems the other thing i have learnt over the years is when we block or ignore our spiritual beings it is harder for them to protect us they also need a connection to us to be able to keep there strength with us if like i did i chose to ignore my spirituality in my earlier life we can become more open to negative things taking over its hard for them to be able to guide us help us and protect us if we chose to ignore them so its more easy for negative to renter our life .I don't spend my whole life thinking and talking spirituality i am a mom a wife and a grandmother i like to live in this world and do everything and be with the people this world has to offer but i know that being spiritual is a big part of my life it helps me in all aspects in living in this world it helps me to be compassionate it helps me to listen it helps me to try and see the positive and it helps me to be calm our lives can be busy we can become consumed in life and all the goings on and we can become consumed with ourselves but having spirituality in your life can offer you so much more its a comfort we meet so many people we would not have met before we become more open to what we feel and believe to rather than what we can just see we look at the world with different eyes and we see the lovely signs that they show us and we recognise the lovely earth angels we meet yes being spiritual is so much more ..........god bless