Wednesday, 23 January 2013

who's spiritual

Hi everybody I'm often asked the questions who's spiritual or how do you know if you are spiritual mmmmmm let me see well by now you should know my beliefs and that i believe we all have the spiritual core within us but i suppose that some rather than others find that they feel it a lot deeper being spiritual can mean so many things to so many people it depends what they believe in who there gods are what they religion is being or feeling spiritual i think its a very personal thing . My own definition on being spiritual for me means many things and shapes me as a person i believe i myself feel that being spiritual and being in touch with my own spirituality helps me cope with everyday life and every day problems it helps me grow as a person it helps me with understanding of others it helps me stay calm and relaxed it also helps me to try and find the good in most things and understand there might be reasons later on why i cant see the good at that time . Being spiritual is not all about being a medium in fact being a medium is a very small part of my spirituality it is a gift i have been blessed with and I'm am very happy to have it but its not the be all in my life i will sometimes be a working medium for months on end then i will take a break and not work as a medium for the same length of time i do not and have never made it my career in life and it does not become the main thing in my life but it is part of me and who i am the same as all the ailments of have in my life( believe me i have so many i wont bore you all with the details ) but again even though my ill health at times is part of my life it doesn't become my life i am more than that . I believe spirituality becomes who you are and i always refer to it like a tree growing we start of as a small sap and as we learn and feed from our spirituality we grow and have many branches coming of us but they all lead back to the roots of what we are, we are always learning and we are always growing and like the trees that feed and help our earth i hope my spiritual self feeds and helps others ...........god bless

Saturday, 19 January 2013

Following your pat

Well hello everyone i have had a funny old couple of weeks and now I'm left with a conflicting  thoughts and decisions and i have to make them soon .There are points in our life when we come to crossroads and different paths and we find ourselves at the junction not sure which path to take do we go the safe path where we can continue on our long steady walk through life where we feel safe and have no fears or do we go down the windy path where we know there are going to be a lot of twists and turns where we have fear of what might happen where we are sometimes opening ourselves up to maybe pain and hurt even danger its a hard decisions to make a whole part of  you so wants to walk no run down that straight safe path yet the other part of you wants to go down the windy path as you know sometimes we have to face the fears and even maybe the danger as you will always be wandering what ifs all the time , so here i go off down the windy path i don't know where it is going to lead me or where i will end up but in my heart i know its where i am meant to go its my path whether it be to learn another life lesson or whether it will be good or bad but one thing i do know it will be part of my journey so i am asking all my spiritual guides all my angels or my loved ones in spirit world to keep me protected and safe to help me on this path and to guide me to the right place to keep me safe from all things evil and bad to help me continue the fight of goodness ......... godbless

Sunday, 13 January 2013

The sad loss

This week has seen the loss of someone i knew and for those closest to her i have to watch the pain and grief they are going through and i know nothing i say or do can ease that grief i often say and truly believe it is harder for those loved ones here on earth than for the loved ones that have pasted ,its even harder for those who lose there moms because for a lot of us our moms are not only our moms but our best friends to, they leave a huge gap in our lives that no matter what we know it will never be filled again .I  really do not know why some people leave our earth earlier than what we think they should why these good people seem to suffer pain and illness making there last days on earth uncomfortable and hard to see and i don't know why some seem to suffer more than others what i do know well what i believe is as soon as they leave this mortal earth there pain has eased sometimes even before they go they will have been healed when people say they looked and sounded better than they had done in months just before they died that's because the healing process had already begun i believe that they see there loved ones who have come to fetch them and they lose the fear and find a peace but i do know from experience its always our loved ones who have passed who are worried about us here left on earth there messages are most the time please tell them i am ok and no longer have any pain nor am i unhappy they always want there loved ones here to move on and let them go because they are content and happy to be where they are no matter what the circumstances was when they left .I myself have been totally disabled with grief  from loosing my loved ones and i know no matter what anyone said to me that grief wouldn't ease so of course its hard for me to watch people i know and love suffer so much pain in there grief but i know they will heal and laugh again and they will do this with the help and the love and the guidance from there loved ones that have passed and even though they cant see them or touch them they will be there  by there sides wrapping there arms around them brushing away the tears and loving them like they always did when they were here ........... Dedicated to the lovely lady we lost this week .......... god bless

Tuesday, 8 January 2013


hi everyone something happened today that was very sad and through my life into turmoil through events of sadness to others it left me with a choice i had to face that i had been avoiding for many years in the end events led me to a situation where i couldn't avoid it any longer so i was left with a choice face my fears show forgiveness set myself free from a heart of pain or walk away and carry on running from my fears not forgiving and being bitter and holding on to pain that had been there far to long i decided to go for option 1 i don't know if i was right or if i will be proven wrong but what i do know is that i am me and no matter what i might say i always have to forgive first i have no choice because its the way i am made so only time will tell but i am no longer scared i may be rambling and I'm sorry but in the name of the lady who passed today i will give it a go xxxx

Saturday, 5 January 2013

 W ell hi everyone my new start hasn't been the best with one thing and another but i am trying my best not to dwell on the negative but to keep going forward and think positive i have not been well for about a month now what with the flu and then a sickness bug and once again another flu so when this happens i tend not to do any spiritual work because my strength is not there so i am taking an enforced break that's not to say that spirit are still not around the other day whist i was drying my hair a spirit was playing peek a boo which i did find quite amusing also i have had a little negative spirit around me i have been able to sense them and they do come when you are most vunerable i.e feeling ill and low so i have had to up my protection  not that i ever let it down . I am not quite sure about the year 2013 yet but as always i am sure it will be a year of ups and downs and how we all cope with that we are yet to see i know we are always learning so it will be interesting to see what lessons we have to learn this year I'm hoping that in the next few weeks i can get back to telling my story and sharing my experiences back on here i hope you will still all pop in and have a read .......... god bless